- Even with me the Lord was angry on your account and said, “You also shall not go in there.” Deuteronomy 1:37
- But the Lord was angry with me because of you and would not listen to me. And the Lord said to me, ‘Enough from you; do not speak to me of this matter again.’ Deuteronomy 3:26
- Furthermore, the Lord was angry with me because of you, and he swore that I should not cross the Jordan, and that I should not enter the good land that the Lord your God is giving you for an inheritance. Deuteronomy 4:21
- “Behold, I will stand before you there on the rock at Horeb, and you shall strike the rock, and water shall come out of it, and the people will drink.” from Exodus 17
- “Take the staff, and assemble the congregation, you and Aaron your brother, and tell the rock before their eyes to yield its water. So you shall bring water out of the rock for them and give drink to the congregation and their cattle.” from Numbers 20
It is the second instance where the problem arose. This is what Moses actually did –
And Moses took the staff from before the Lord, as he commanded him.
10 Then Moses and Aaron gathered the assembly together before the rock, and he said to them, “Hear now, you rebels: shall we bring water for you out of this rock?” 11 And Moses lifted up his hand and struck the rock with his staff twice, and water came out abundantly, and the congregation drank, and their livestock.
What did God say after the actions of Moses and Aaron?
And the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, “Because you did not believe in me, to uphold me as holy in the eyes of the people of Israel, therefore you shall not bring this assembly into the land that I have given them.”
I wasn’t in the room, and neither were you. What, I wonder, was God’s tone of voice? What emotion was God feeling at the disobedience of Moses and Aaron? Anger? Disappointment? Sorrow?
Was the result a punishment given out of anger?
Was it a natural consequence for not obeying an instruction – similar to, “Don’t touch the hot stove,” resulting in a nasty burn for the child who disregarded a parent’s command?
What I do see are further reminders of the consequences:
- “Let Aaron be gathered to his people, for he shall not enter the land that I have given to the people of Israel because you rebelled against my command at the waters of Meribah.” Numbers 20:24
- The Lord said to Moses, “Go up into this mountain of Abarim and see the land that I have given to the people of Israel. 13 When you have seen it, you also shall be gathered to your people, as your brother Aaron was, 14 because you rebelled against my word in the wilderness of Zin when the congregation quarreled, failing to uphold me as holy at the waters before their eyes.” (These are the waters of Meribah of Kadesh in the wilderness of Zin.) Numbers 27:12 – 14
Is it possible that Moses misunderstood God’s demonstration of his holiness (Numbers 20:13) and he interpreted the natural consequences of disobedience as a display of anger and punishment?
What if, in fact, Moses was still grieving the loss of his sister (from Numbers 20:1) and was not in an emotionally healthy place? What if it was his inability to respond as the Lord commanded that brought about those painful consequences? Sometimes the pressures are just so intense!
But that doesn’t change the fact that he didn’t obey. And Moses chose to tell the story the way he understood it – based on his perceptions.
I wonder how many of the stories I tell myself are based on my perceptions and not the way the Lord sees things?
What stories do you tell? And what are they based on?